take your sweet time.

081106

2006-11-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

haha,i moved to www.xanga.com/nardypants

lets see who visits

061106

2006-11-06T19:38:00.000+08:00

hmm, quite a bit to update on.

woah, its november already. its so damn fast man, felt like just last week when we ushered in 2006. soon we will all be making new year resolutions again which we probably would never achieve lol. i cant even remember mine.

leg spoil so must take care. sorry tp friends wont be playing tmr. sorry fairfield friends dont know if can recover by saturday. i'll do some tiny warm-ups from now onwards haha.

anyway monopoly on saturday was damn fun hahahahah

021006

2006-11-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

damn com got something wrong

311006

2006-10-31T23:23:00.000+08:00

i worry and i cant sleep :(

301006

2006-10-30T20:02:00.000+08:00

damn, foolish games is a damn emo song man. dont listen to it when youre heartbroken cos it'll just make you feel worse. and i goota get a new phone man i think, the receptions all crappy and its damn lag the phone. gotta get new boots soon too. haha and i think i dont ever wanna play goalie anymore. im starting to like playing right back or left back.

oh and im gonna like remove all the music in my mp3 and put in all my latest favourite songs haha.

291006

2006-10-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

i have a wonderful girlfriend in ness

271006

2006-10-27T15:16:00.000+08:00

hm i feel like writing about my friends. here you go, in no particular order at all. so sorry if youre not inside, i forgot you. no offense

silas : hey you've been my best friend since sec2 when gerald stopped talking to me. we've become close ever since and now you stay so damn close. remember all the laughing hahaha damn youre the best.

reuben : hey bobo you midget lol. damn you, now you so tall. youre one fun fag to be with man, always laughing at ppl with jovian LOL. i remember that time in sec2 you went with me and darren to buy my new school bag (is it?dont know la cant really recall). and you get more retarded as each day passes. one of the few left-footers i know

viet : i aint gon' let ya ole me no more dawg

jovian : the intro-er of all things evil hahahaha nvm better not say here. bastard also always make fun of ppl hahah

toh : ipoh lol. i wont forget our kl adventure man haha

gracia : hello. thanks for laughing at my jokes with the capital HA as in HAHAHAHA. yeah haha quite encouraging, thanks

oro : stop playing maple and why is there a Mr. for your oro. i thought his surname is sama or some shit

jeremy chang : hey whats up purple finger. jokes.

mindy : hey thanks for all the advice and all that you shared with me when i first got tgt with ness. and thanks for being the person who knew ness the best. it would be so much harder without you

ness : sorry for all the times that i made you upset. i love you

221006

2006-10-22T13:39:00.000+08:00

haha okay we went dxo (toh mindy sherri reuben ness and me). pretty fun la the first part when still got the alcohol shit in the blood. but afterwards like pretty boring for me cos i thought the musik was pretty bad and i felt like quite sober alr haha and you know im a pretty boring fella. but i enjoyed myself pretty much la, yelling with reuben when like they played teriyaki boyz hahahahah

221006

2006-10-22T12:51:00.000+08:00

wahlao i thought i almost died last night man. i was on the bed and then i had like difficulty breathing and like my lungs felt like got some stone on it or something. i mean i heard that tea after alcohol is like good so i had some green tea but then i felt you know, like im dying soon. i was imagining that alcohol + green tea = deadly mix that combusts or something. but fortunately i woke up haha

gee, i kinda hate the fact that youre so pretty. guys always look at you and i mean like ALWAYS. everytime we go out theres a pair of male eyes checking you out. sometimes i get jealous and purposely look at their girlfriends also hahahaha but nothing much la cos they are not as hot as mine. not even close lol. as long as we're tgt, no fag-ass is gonna take you from me (unlesss you like him) which would make me quite sad haha. OR unless he is justin timberlake. ahh, then thats a different story. maybe you could like go help me get his signiture and get him to teach me some of his cool moves and how he gets all da senoritassss

161006

2006-10-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

okay, i take back what i said about justin timberlake. because i find him damn sexy now. lol, hes just damn hot i dont know why. shit, i dont know how he does it. i wish i could have that same alluring charm man

oh ya and beckham is damn hot too. haha i like him leh, he looks good everytime la. and its not like girls you know, they sometimes only look good on tv cos they have makeup but i dont think beckham puts any la (unless posh helped him to). so wow, amazing. and travis from so you think you can dance looks like becks. hubba

161006

2006-10-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

today was absolutely uninteresting. in the first part at least. it was so damn boring that i was feeling very grouchy. good thing theres silas niam ben ch and ian to save my ass from insanity man. we had new york new york and it was pretty good and i would go there again. walked around for a little and went to the arcade and bought a tub of ice cream to share. haha the time with them was quite fun atcually, laughed alot of talked about of nonsense.

2006-10-15T12:42:00.000+08:00

Try as he might
He's unable to speak
He grabs her by the hair
He strokes her on the cheek

The bed is un-made
Like everything is
Dark little heaven
At the top of the stairs

Take me like that
Ruin it all
Then build it again
By the light in the hall
He drops to his knees
Says please my love, please
I'll kill who you hate
Take off that dress, you won't freeze

One more night, that was a good one
One more night, I dreamed it was good one (one more)
One more night, that was a good one
One more night, the end should be a good one
A good one

He starts with her back
Cause thats what he sees
When she's breaking his heart
She still fucks like a tease

Release to the sky
Look him straight in the eye
And tell him right now
That you wish he would die

You'll never touch him again
So get what you can
Leaving him empty
Just because he's a man

So good when it ends
They'll never be friends
One more night
That's all they can spend in

One more night, that was a good one
One more night, I dreamed it was good one (one more)
One more night, that was a good one
One more night, the end should be a good one
A good one

141006

2006-10-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

hm ball today was quite good. the sun was just nice. ahh ban luck and taiti after that haha fun shit man. met ness for 10 minutes, quite disappointed but theres nothing i can do. and then dinner and blind mice lol

101006

2006-10-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

wow today was an extremely great day with vanessa :)
the salvation army at serangoon is real good man, its like huge and theres quite alot of stuff. the location is abit odd though. its like, the middle of nowhere. actually that whole place is middle of nowhere. potong pasir there. now i know why noone wants to stay there. cos its like Mars or something. ooh speaking of mars, i feel like eating mars bar now. but you know theyre real sticky, so much caramel and it sticks to the teeth like glue so its quite awful if it like sticks to the front teeth cos you'll have to like scrape it off. and its totally unglam if you do it outside home

we went to mustafa centre too and woah it was pretty good man. haha no offense to anyone but i thought it was like some run-down place with good deals. but i was pleasantly surprised cos it was a nice place with good deals. i think indian businessmen are quite friendly too. oh and after that we got a little bit lost finding the bus stop in the direction of the road that leads to town. haha thats why i dont watch amazing race cos im jealous of their skills. anyway we bought a coconut each. wow man you wont understand how i felt. yes its like damn shiok cos we were both pretty thirsty but WOW IT FELT SO COUPLE-Y hahaha. i dont think ness knew that i felt so happy. its just those kind of feeling you cant really describe and youre not sure why you feel that way. it just happens

then towned for abit and had java chip at starbucks and talked nonsense. good stuff man then she met crystal. oh we saw samantha foo also by coincidence

to everyone who talks to me on msn (which is like less than 5) : sorry that i always never reply suddenly. haha cos i go watch tv.

091006

2006-10-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

woah i just installed and played quake 4 and its quite scary man. its a little bit like doom i think. and the monsters are like quite hard to kill, as in have to put lots of bullets into them. haha yeah i think quake can keep me entertained for a couple of days.

i was packing my room just now (okay actually just my drawer) and found alot of old stuff. like last time i'd keep nice plastic bags you know. haha i felt damn nostalgic.

i think in every one of us, theres a small secret sense of superiority to everyone else. i know i have one. guess it aint secret no more aint it eh? hehheheh

071006

2006-10-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

Dear United Nations,

Please kick Indonesia's ass because I can't stand the freaking haze.

Regards,

Leonard

damn you dumbass farmers. (not sure if they started it) lol. anyway just got back from KL. sorry man no goods for anyone. my ringgits seemed unlimited until i bought some clothes and realised i have 300rm left. heh sorry.

270906

2006-09-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

things i wanna get from kl
for ness:

dress
heels
bag
long top with nice prints

for myself:

slim fit pants/jeans (white or like damn faded. somewhere near white)
polo tee
tee
berms
those kinda semi-formal shoes
shades (dont know if i would wear them out)
watch (maybe)
pirated stuff

for everyone else

chewing gum

200906

2006-09-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

get well soon babe

190906

2006-09-19T00:43:00.000+08:00

http://www.football365.com/lookalikes/0,17093,8754_1517801,00.html

tevez hahahahhahahahahhaha

160906

2006-09-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

HEY! hah i know i havent been updating lately but no worries, mates. do still visit often. sorry man i have no sentence structure whatsoever at all but this isnt the first time you came here (it isnt right?)

okay la i admit im quite a vainpot at times. my gigantic belly and all. BUT, ness is pretty vain too lol. but i have more reason to be cos shes actually pretty perfect alr.

okay, i got fired. millions of ppl keep asking about it so i get quite lazy to repeat the same few things. i got fired (along with my poly friends) cos we didn get to fix any appointment. heres how its supposed to be :

ask ppl to survey
name and contact number will be written on the survey form
call the prospect and tell him about the super savers account
fix an appointment between the prospect and the advisor (new age name for agent lol)

yep its insurance. prudential in fact. we are supposed to fix 3 appointments every day we work. its like impossible i tell you.

i bought a pair of havianas. its approved by ness haha so if you think it looks gay, take that back! because the fash guru herself has endorsed it haha.

im still looking for a job. do let me know if you have any recommendations, thanks. jovian got 2 potential ones alr but nvm just tell me. your kindness might go a long way haha. thanks man.

120906

2006-09-13T00:43:00.000+08:00

ness is the prettiest girl on the planet! and i love her to bits bits bits

100906

2006-09-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

how come everytime you come around my london london bridge wanna go down like blah blah.

dat songs been ringin in ma head mayne ya-know-wha-i-mean. i b bouncin 2 da beat yallllll

yeah whatever. yes, i won $1.30 in banluck yeehaw. my biggest win so far haha. hey but im not the one who won most. all you pricks like to keep quiet when you all keep winning lol.

anyway that day with ness was fabulous man. very very very nice. went to house of japan with the lousy changing room which was actually a few planks near to each other. the lock still didn work so i selflessly held the door hahaha. went down to marina after that and billy bombed his way to our stomachs man. it was like "little boy" or whatever, you know the bomb that US bombed those ja-poons with? ahha lame sorry but it was damn filling man. then we went to like this bridge connecting fullerton to esplanade. ya la i know its a major bridge and i should know the name but i dont, sorry. you know my sense of direction is like worse than a birds. even they know that they need to migrate south or something cos its gonna be chilly or what heh

we talked alot. okay i listened more than i talked haha but it was nice and romantic somehow. its really nice. you know actually we have quite alot of cock to talk about one haha. i loved that day la and i absolutely adore the girl who makes everyday special for me

030806

2006-09-03T18:58:00.000+08:00

wishlist (yeah i know this is not the first time i've said it) :

handsome, nice complexion, less hair (leg hair all those), nice body, nice tan, intellect, talent in football, talent in dancing (those clubbing kind lol), talent in singing, nice ( more understanding, accommodating, generous etc ), a maid to do all the housework, not be vulgar, excellent friend and romantic lover.

that day reuben benlow and i were talking about how we wish we know what people say behind our backs. whether its good or bad, i wish i could find out. its interesting, and it helps in that johari window shit lol. i hope i come across as a nice fella

020806

2006-09-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

football, friends, music(listening only, i cant play), sleeping, eating, exercising(occasionally), working(soon) = my life

020806

2006-09-02T13:04:00.000+08:00

youre so last summer

010806

2006-09-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

MINDY AND NESS JUST PRANKED THE SHIT OUT OF ME! :@ :@ :@ (ANGRY FACES!)

310806

2006-08-31T23:13:00.001+08:00

its the end of august alr, so fast. and its the end of the freaking exam woohooooo yeehaw! haha i feel like some free willy shit or something man lol. all you jc kids must be wishing i was murdered like right now hahaha. oops sorry, no room for those thoughts, gotta prepare for promos. haha im such a bastard. but okay la with all sincerity, all the best for your promos and all.

okay im gonna work and earn some gold baby. the feeling of earning your own money is shiok to say the least. and the thought of "nvm la just buy anyway im working" is just mind-blowing man. work work work all day and all night i think maybe i will save 5% of my daily income into my fixed deposit account or whatever haha for marriage and precautionary motive.

why is it that guys look at girls. why dont girls look at guys. i mean like on the street and stuff, its always the girl who gets looked at. like, hello, men need attention too okay? haha okay thats gay but seriously, its not fair. life isnt fair. nothings fair.

life isnt fair. why is it that some people are born so handsome. rich tall dark handsome charismatic talented and all the good adjectives. why does the law protect women. (generally) why does a man always have to take responsibilty even if his wife was the one who screwed up. (generally). why do boyfriends have to treat their girlfriends nicer than he is treated back. seriously. why. why does a team lose even when they play better than the opposition. why does someone always banluck (toh).

what is fairness. i think its subjective. what the hell, nothings fair. except fairfield. hohoho. nice joke dude. yo mommo so fair, she went to fairfield. ha ha ha ha ha. i hate womaneaters. (opposite of maneater) pricks man. you know senorita? well hady sang it last night haha. but wth the song is about seeing some fine woman walking down the street with tears rolling down and saying she deserves a crown and telling her that senorita, i feel for you. you deal with things that you dont have to. he doesnt love ya i can tell by his charm. but you could feel this real love if you just lay in my ahhhhhah ahhhhhhhhhah ahhhhhhhah arms. x3.

WTF? bloody girlfriend stealers. and justin timberlake is so not hot. hes like

kolo toure.

imgine him telling arsene wenger you can whip me if i misbehave. hahahahahahahaha kinky sia. damn i think blue and yellow is super nice know. i feel like listening to all the emo songs. yeah emo kid sit one corner look outside of the window and contemplate. but damn nice la i have a urge to listen to all the breakup songs but not the lindsay lohans over lol i had enough of it ness and its not nice at all.

what to do tmr man. im not going krunk. think tmr i just lie in bed la until night time then go sleep. i dont know what to blog about already but i feel like just staying at this page. suddenly it feels so nice. you know, i feel safe and assured at this page. better than anywhere else. although it doesnt talk to me, it comforts me. i think thats why i love to come here when i feel down and all. it listens. and it makes me feel better. and esp at these times, like after midnight when my parents are asleep and im playing music softly on my computer. its where i find my solace. i love you, blogspot. no hacker is ever going to cause a denial of service. your bandwidth lasts forever.

taking back sunday, please come. oh you know i watch lost right. and, wow, a father's love for his son will push him to do anything. any damn thing you know, even killing people and luring them to traps. so bad la. i dont think i would do it. i wouldn know but i dont think i would do it. yeah hes my flesh and blood and all the x y chromosome crap but i wont kill someone for it. okay depends actually. but thats like totally evil dawg.

all my friends are single now except raymond. okay actually not many of my friends were attached in the first place, but it feels rather weird being the only one whos attached. no more relationship problems no more relationship highs. i smile when i see a very happy couple cos the feeling is just, you will never ever feel better than that. when i see a couple quarrelling, or the girl crying or something, i feel very sad for them. cos its a familiar feeling. okay maybe the guy was being mean but esp when the guy tries to console her but she just looks away. its feels like shit, no kidding man.

okay i think im done. leonards sanity just disappeared man. goodbye blogger.com. i know youre always here for me to rant. as long as theres a functioning computer with a connection to the internet. i know you never fail me. thank you.

270806

2006-08-27T15:11:00.000+08:00

Characteristics of hypersomnia

The characteristics of hypersomnia vary from one person to the next, depending on their age, lifestyle and any underlying causes. In extreme cases, a person with hypersomnia might sleep soundly at night for 12 hours or more, but still feel the need to nap during the day. Sleeping and napping may not help; the mind remains foggy with drowsiness. It is possible that a person has very disturbed sleep but is not aware of it.

hmm, thats me. haha. see i have a good reason to sleep

250806

2006-08-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

i have many secrets.

one of them is I CAN DANCE PRETTY GOOD IN THE SHOWER LOL. actually, its when theres noone looking. haha i dont mean i can dance la actually, but i look quite okay moving my upper body and a little bit of lower body. not dance la haha just some movement. heh im quite happy to see my nicest movements yet.

haha sorry that was quite retarded. anyway, i suddenly find Rihanna's unfaithful like damn nice. like pretty emo haha. if only girls were all like that (and guys too if there was a guy version) then there would be so much lesser breakups. good stuff. and i started watching mtv like quite alot more cos nowadays i study in front of the tv

220806

2006-08-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

CURSE YOU, ACCOUNTING!

i mega hate you. trial balance, balance day adjustments, profit and loss statements, journal, ledger, financial statements, assets liablities owner's equity motor vehicle cash at bank creditor loss through earthquake I HATE YOU DAMN ALL!!!!!!!!!!

im not even halfway through the revision man, shits. what a bitch

i rather do zookeeping. or gardening. accounting :(

190806

2006-08-19T17:44:00.000+08:00

hm, i feel like doing an "about me" post.

about me: my name is leonard and i am 17 this year. friends know me as nard, short for leonard. nard was given by gracia. my girlfriend gave me the name nardypants. her name is vanessa and friends know her as ness. we are of the same age and have been together since the 24th of march 2005. there has been ups and downs in the 17th months but ultimately, a very fulfilling journey.

i am a student of temasek poly and i am doing the Business Studies Grouping diploma in which in the second year, i can choose to specialize in either general business, logistics management or marketing. i like to do things i am not good at, like football. i cant play good even though i have been playing for quite a while now. dota too, i suck at it bad. i like to sing to myself because i am sparing everyone's ears.

i like music that gets my head banging. no, not korn that type. i like stuff like taking back sunday. oh yeah, they are my favourite man. i also like songs that flow nicely. i like some of the niggerish beats, but a handful only. like golddigger and grillz. i like all movies except horror shows. i love movies that make me cry.

i am quite poor. i get $40 a week and i spend it mostly on food. i do not have much savings as a result. i am too skinny but i cant get myself fat. the only part of me that grows is my damn stomach. i am not tall, at 169cm. my ideal height would be 175cm so i would be very pleased if i could reach it. i am unfit, thus my body is not nice to look at. i walk weirdly and my jaw is ugly. i am not good looking but i think my face is still quite bearable.

i do not smoke and i do not like to ogle at girls. nope, i am not gay but i find very few girls hot. i want to be a good clean guy as much as i can. i drink occasionally and gamble even more occasionally. i do not bet heavily on soccer. its just all those "i bet you $2 manu will win" that kind. i have tried clubbing before but i do not like it. i mean okay la the music and all is alright but i cant do the one main reason why people club; dance. i cant dance for shit. trust me on that.

i am not good at academics either and i do not study much. i do lots of last minute studying but i never really burnt any midnight oil. i just go to sleep when i feel tired. i have a girlfriend i dont deserve and i think that is the best thing that happened to me

130806

2006-08-13T19:58:00.000+08:00

click is one damn good show man, i almost like it as much as forrest gump but gump still is my favourite.

oh i watched it with ness. haha and now, shes beginning to like the songs i like. cheers babe

100806

2006-08-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

i have a confession to make

i am a camgigalo!!!!!!
so boys, lets start snapping.

damn, im so envious of ness's blog. so many photos. i secretly always wanna take photos. i dont think i look good but i dont think i look bad enough to spoil the camera. so please, take photo with me. i wanna equal ness's photo album, yeah!

damn my armpit smells real bad. my hair looks retarded now. i think like half of me is retarded actually. my left leg, my head, my hair, my right nostril and my hot dog is a little retarted too cos i keep peeing. think i have urine cancer or something lol i dont know whats it called la

if we break up, i want you to be happy. i mean now we are fine but one day if we break up, i want to see you being happy and stuff. that would probably be the best last thing you can do for me. i must admit that if i see you with being with someone else, it would be very very hard for me to take. (if i was Superman) it would feel like you just shoved some Kryptonite into my ear holes. haha but jokes aside, i love you and if thats what it takes for you to be happy, then so be it.

oh a few of us went holland yesterday and went to tcc and then breko. they have this any 2 beers for $10 so i guess its pretty alright for a cafe like this. so like a few of us had it, i had heiniken(i noob so i dont know how to spell). somehow beer tastes nicer when drunk from a bottle. so we had a bottle each. and matthew wang turned like damn red lol. went to heritage and played a lil bit of taidee and banluck. damn toh won like all our money, screw him

080706

2006-08-08T19:58:00.000+08:00

i think i better put some photos on my blog or else im like damn loser cos everyone has some fdd photos in there haha. im quite sad that ness didn put me in her blog. but oh well, the tears have already dried.

haha no la im not that sad

060806

2006-08-06T19:56:00.000+08:00

haha okay not bad, the pictures are coming in quite steadily.

ness, i think next time must ask someone take picture for us cos i think i look nicer in those. haha! i mean you havent sent me the ones we took alr but the rest of the photos that i have receieved from others, i took i look better in it. haha maybe cos theres a distance between the camera and my face so somehow its better haha. but you always look nice la haha

050806

2006-08-05T06:45:00.000+08:00

founders day was pretty alright. the food haha i cant give it a rating cos i didn eat much. took like approximately 26 pictures but i am gonna have a hell of a time receiving the photos. stayed over and walked for abit after that

i think you find me real irritating. haha, i dont know what i did wrong. everything i do is wrong and irritating.

030806

2006-08-04T00:24:00.000+08:00

econs presentation went pretty nicely i would say. pretty happy that its finally cleared.

ahh thanksgiving today was very boring. it does feel nice to wear the uniform and go into that hall again. and haha just like old times, we were like talking almost non stop and not bothering about wanching. fairfield RoX mY SoX

why you all say my blog very depressing. it is meh? i got write good times also ma. just that i feel more like typing when im feeling shitty. haha i bet its the same for everyone la. so in conclusion, my blog is normal, not depressing :)

royston seems to be quite a big fan of my blog. like he keeps asking me to include a tagboard. haha keep it up man. this blog survives because of people like you lol

010806

2006-08-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

why must the pimples come now. why?. WHY?

313706

2006-07-31T20:23:00.000+08:00

ahh it rained this morning and once again i felt like not going school but cannot cos i had ob tutorial. my group failed because our work wasn't up to standard. i deserved it cos i didn really do anything. aiya whatever anyway its over haha.

i went for csa and then went to meet ness. oh yeah i saw like hell lot of fairsians today haha. i saw jonathan tang aka homodog (but i think nooone calls him that anymore), viet, oro, joel choong, ness, mindy and samatha foo. thats 8 man! okay fine 7. since i planned to meet ness. but wow haha. oh we had a good date today :)

280706

2006-07-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

damn, being in different schools suck. we used to be (you)(me) now we are (you)

(me)
yeah something like that. i know deathcab says there'd be no distance that could hold us back but they are talking about physical distance. i wish you would be less busy. i want you to want me

270706

2006-07-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

i think that a certain andrew chew in my school is very good looking but ness doesnt think so. boooo(hold for about 3 seconds)

haha, i played ball with my classmates again today. i suck when i play with them leh, why ar? maybe the east dont have my fengsui okay whatever. i cant wait for lost to start

260706

2006-07-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

damn im feeeling ill. gotta do econs now, double damn

240706

2006-07-24T17:15:00.000+08:00

i dont mean to sound emo but

i dont think you have any idea how much this means to me. i know maybe youre like that, maybe you just dont feel like talking. but i dont think what i did warrants this treatment to me. i tried my best to make things better but i think you shut me off. im not saying i was blameless in the first place but at least i have made an effort to make things better. you have some part to play in this too.

after me sending you countless messages you reply me with "i m sorry.but i cant help it." what do you mean? you just dont wanna talk to me do you. why are you doing this. i have given up trying to talk to you because i know you would never reply if you dont want to. so what do i do now? just wait? you think im used to us quarrelling? so you think its nothing much if you do this? just because i dont cry as much you think im used to us quarrelling? you are so wrong my dear. this is going to sound corny but you dont have a clue how crushed i feel inside of me. i cried at home on saturday. like a wuss. tears well up whenever i think of what happened and what might happen. i am not calloused.

i blog about it not because i want to look cool. but because i dont know where else to express everything. its no use telling you. i dont like to tell my friends. i dont keep a diary. yes, maybe all i want is to let the world know that i am angry and very sad. maybe im a poser

and todays our 16th month.

230706

2006-07-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

this hurts so fucken bad

230706

2006-07-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

i hope you know that not talking wouldn make this better. it just makes me feel sadder. is that what you want?

230706

2006-07-23T12:58:00.000+08:00

damn, i keep wanting to blog but i always dont have anything to talk about

220706

2006-07-23T01:19:00.000+08:00

played ball this morning, sun was like wickedly hot and there was a slight drizzle for a while. those sick rain kind.

had class bbq. pretty boring but quite fun too.

had a pretty big quarrell today. i apologize. i love you

210706

2006-07-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

today was good stuff man. school was pretty fun somehow. actually everyday is fun when aaron/justin/jeremy is ard lol. can laugh until i get lung cancer.

met vanessa after school. poor girl was sick haha. but we enjoyed today nevertheless. good stuff man, better than e smack k

190706

2006-07-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

man, poly aint easy man. each lecture gets tougher and more content is being taught.

and i feel sleepy like every minute

160706

2006-07-16T20:13:00.000+08:00

dont you think dashboard confessional's dont wait sounds like a taking back sunday song? i love that shit man. i can already hear it tbs style with all that layering and headbanging choruses.

160706

2006-07-16T00:53:00.000+08:00

its that sort of thing that makes you think too much

hey this straylight run song is pretty emo man haha. i feel all emoish now

ahh a brief recap of the week's happenings, all that i can remember

tuesday: got introduced to SIFE. singapore international free enterprise. its this group that does volunteer work with a more business side. like say, doing proposals for non-profit organisations recommending ways for them to raise funds. stuff like that lah i think. the other like 12 members are damn hell insane shits. i feel very very very reserved compared to them. they are louder now man haha. but very cool and very friendly

thurs: went aarons house to play risk a while

friday: met ness. it was the best date we had in a awfully long time.we went around looking for something for her to wear but to no avail haha. i bought a pretty vintagey topman tee that im gonna wear for fdd. we went to eat carls jr too. good stuff man

today: went to play ball and towned a little bit and yeah, we played lan.

okay ranting time.
sometimes i do things to you that i didn like when you did to me. like erm telling you that i'll message you later cos im out and all. i feel quite bad really.i mean i do get pretty put off when you do that la, i'll think wahlao just a few messages also cannot.

haha i dont know how i annoy you sometimes? things i do and say seem pretty okay to me leh. i guess i keep forgetting youre not a guy, heh

and WHY DO YOU HAVE SO MUCH CIP! sianz. haha. nowadays the only days we can meet are friday and sat. i hope my next timetable will give us more options.

why are you so good looking uh. i cant stand it. i hope i'll look my best at fdd just to give myself some credit. so ppl will think okay la leonard not that far off from ness

080706

2006-07-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

hey sorry for my previous post. it was hasty and just plain mean. i recognise that you are genuinely concerned. sorry uh

ness looked really pretty today. i would like to say i look bad when compared to her. but hell, im not even that good!

070706

2006-07-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

i admit i hate to sound all emo over here. im over that already. but i feel extremely moody now. yeah okay when people ask me whos you and ness i always say we're okay but what do these people expect me to tell them anyway? im only saying what they expect to hear.

yeah maybe they ask just it seems like a normal thing to ask someone whos attached. but do they really expect me to tell them whats really going on now? sorry if you do, but im not gonna tell you every single feeling i am experiencing in my relationship.

i dont think we are doing very well. please dont ask me why.

050706

2006-07-05T16:53:00.000+08:00

hah, so now everyone's supporting france. where were they during the qualifying rounds? rooting for brazil? england? germany? I AM the true les blues fan.

if i could sing in singapore idol, i would do jimmy eat world's work

040706

2006-07-04T18:14:00.000+08:00

i would kill to have taking back sunday and jimmy eat world perform together in singapore

020706

2006-07-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

leonards world cup verdict : france will win the competition. i have stuck to france and always will. Au Revoir portugal.

haha. im trying to act like those football pundits on the back of the newspapers.

things i wanna do with this woman on saturday :

go thrift shopping
go eat cheap nice meals. (gotta watch makan places lost and found)
love her more

240606

2006-06-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

happy 15th month yay!

haha try this for fun
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=060624083540-932431&

220606

2006-06-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

ahh, so much to talk about. sherri ness and i went clubbing last night. and im so hopeless at dancing. haha i cant move for dirt man. it was very very embarrassing. ness says i look really weird and i agree. gotta go do some acupuncture unlock some acupoints man. maybe actually im like dman good and can own wade robson haha.

ness and i were supposed to go mindy's house and sleep but haha mindy's family and all were already ZZZing so baby and i waited outside but to no avail. yeah the feeling kinda sucked but deep down i was kinda happy cos haha at least its with ness and not someone else. i wouldnt trade her for anything. not even tom cruise.

200606

2006-06-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

haha the last time i blogged was god knows when. i dont think anyone actually visits this site anymore but me. anyway, haha life has been quite fun. i started playing WoW (world of warcraft) and quite fun so far but getting quite sian.

i dont know leh but i like not so entu about world cup. i thought i was but then i find myself not watching alot of matches. and wahlao i was saying that france would win the world cup la. but they are playing like baopoks.i guess i have to give eugene 5 bucks alr

170606

2006-06-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

we were this close to it.

we still are

120606

2006-06-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

ahh, its been a week i think since i updated. my week has been pretty good on the whole but cant really remember what happened. oh yes world cup. actually im not really that interested in it. i thought i would be but im feeling quite calm about it haha. australia just won japan and jeremy owes me a meal. haha underdogs always win man. go home jappos! create some new colours for nippon paint

ness sent me to school on thursday. :) we met on friday too intending to go escape but the weather was crappy and i was feeling crappy too. we werent really in the woohoo i had a blast on this ride kinda mood. so we went to chinatown for abit and watched cars at empress. not bad la i think. ness owns

070605

2006-06-07T12:19:00.000+08:00

ah damn my big toe hurts

040605

2006-06-04T11:44:00.000+08:00

yay! :)

310506

2006-05-31T21:55:00.000+08:00

actually i am nothing. i think i am in the negative. my stomach is damn big. haha. i feel like a snake that just swallowed a pig. like everywhere else is proportionate except my blasted tummy.

anyone who thinks ness so the greatest and that i dont deserve her, breathe.

see, im such a loser :(

290506

2006-05-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

i have 2 huge ugly pimples on my face, which can only mean one thing. imma bring nalgene to school tmr. and sleep early, after wildboys at 11.

280506

2006-05-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

i think my hard disk is gone. that means all my photos will be lost in time. haha. thats damn sad man, i wish they invent something in the computer that will secretly store all the data even tho the whole computer is screwed. if only it was real, i would be so happy man. oh well, thats technology for us i guess. cant ever rely too much on it

yesterday was lovely to say the least. the morning with ness was splendid.

okay sidetrack abit. the bus i took to meet her was moving like dammit slow. the driver was extremely cautious (to sound nice) and i swear we under 50km/h. it was annoying and i wanted so much to go there and poke his sides so he will kan cheong and slam the gas. but nah i decided i shouldn be an asshole. and that guy was like on the verge of retirement so just give him a break la. (okay,i was just scared to do it)

back to what i was saying, yesterday was splendid. we went to bugerking for breakfast and some talk cock session and yep it was fun. then we took 970 for fun. by now you should know that we like to take bus for no point. then went to town and she met sherri and i walked ard a little and then went to play ball.

ball was kinda fun yesterday, played with those kinda neighbourhood guys. various ages haha. some of them were not bad. but we were like underdogs and won quite a few. met ness and her friends at tangos and haha, bought a cosmo. haha yeah, its a cosmo baby. went to essentials after that and haha laughed alot.

ness is wonderful. shes like just really sweet you know. that sweet face and that sweet voice and that sweet smile and everything la. so sweet man. i love you see you smile and laugh because something inside me goes soft. like you melt my heart you know. haha corny shiet but really la i feel happy when you are happy. very nice :)

270506

2006-05-26T19:45:00.000+08:00

taking back sunday produces the best emo shit, ever

i feel damn loser in poly man. so insignificant and unappreaciated. i dont really have friends now.

these few days suck

240506

2006-05-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

In Loving Memory of my Compaq Presario. 2003-2006.

thats right, my desktop passed away last night. so you wont be seeing my on msn anytime soon.

yay,14th month :) happy stuff but we wont get to meet anytime soon :(

210506

2006-05-21T20:35:00.000+08:00

rum makes me woozie in the head

180506

2006-05-18T17:23:00.000+08:00

maybe you cant see the tears that flow for you

160506

2006-05-16T17:08:00.000+08:00

man, went school super early today for make up org beh. schools pretty okay today and todays accounting lecture was easy. almost met ness but she called and say cant meet, damn. i was just a bus stop away haha. so went to fairfield and took the magazine and the o lvl cert. feel like sleeping man

140506

2006-05-14T13:28:00.000+08:00

went to school for make up organisational behaviour yesterday morning at 9 and good thing i was just on time. the lecture was quite okay, quite funny at times but i didn catch alot of balls, probably only half. went to tm for lunch after that. the yongtaufu damn nice man

trained down to dover and met ness at about 1 30. sorry man i was late. but anyway, we went town and walked around, saw quite alot of nice stuff but haha too expensive. cant wait for the great singapore sale man, i gotta get a new shoe bag and maybe a new pair of jeans. went to see mindy at the lime flea too. hah yesterday was intense, pretty roller coasterly.

but anyway, we went to great world and had yoshi and damn the service was so bad man. i had to clear the table myself. heh reminded me of working days. the meal didn taste too good tho. went to take a couple of pictures after that.

oh ya ness's makeup was nice yesterday haha

120506

2006-05-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

i will never get sick of ball. haha thats a topic sentence right? anyway im not good at it but im constantly improving (i hope) but even if im not, its like the ultimate funnest ever game in the universe! today was hot man, really really hot. the pespire keeps getting into my eyes, you know the oldie, "smoke gets in your eyes" or something? mines "sweat gets in your eyes" haha okay not funny.

we went queensway after that and yingchun bought a new pair of boots. i was secretly looking for a shoebag too though i didn like really go find. i was just looking as i walked past every shop. haha wanna be like agent hunt, be like secretive and stuff. haha whatever. we played some cs and dota after that and haha i kept dying both in cs and dota but nvm la quite fun. damn long nvr play lan alr

let me tell you how mean ness is. shes damn mean la! you know her blog right, NVR MENTION ANYTHING ABOUT ME! unacceptable right? theres stuff about her netball friends, her clique and her classmates but nothing about me. it hurts like a thousand needles through my delicate <3 hahaha. oh but theres a link to my blog (here). heh. but i still love her cos im gracious. bLeaHz

haha damn, we were cute right. :)

090506

2006-05-09T18:40:00.000+08:00

damn i cant wait to get my poly ezlink card. transport fees are draining the life out of me man. a day's expenses on transport alone is alr almost 5 bucks. and the journey is almightyly long and shit boring. and my mp3 is with ness. haha yeah so there you go, my 2 best travel companions are not at my disposal.

on the way home on the train there were 2 preachers from the church of jesus and the latter-day saint or something like that. basically you know that book of mormon thing. so one was a angmoh and another another guy who didn speak at all and had a artificial leg. so the angmoh guy was doing all the talking to this middle aged man and i guess he was convinced by them. first time i really met someone in a white shirt and a tie and a black book in their hands.

i miss these things :

playing ball regularly with the likes of viet,jov,toh and more. that was the best way we could catch up after secondary school and everytime we play it was fun and stuff. even tho i suck shit i still enjoy myself. it was also the only way i could tan.
going dover to eat chicken rice and sugar cane
making fun of wanching/fat-hia
gaying with silas
playing dota on bnet with friends
going holland at night to talk cock
banluck
copying homework (with understanding)

and of course, sending you home every school day. well, almost every school day. haha.

050506

2006-05-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

haha todays organisational behaviour lecture was quite fun. the teacher at first was fierce but then later like quite relaxed alr. jeremy and i were laughing like shit and i swear hes damn funny. haha. had comm skills after that and then went to meet ness. today was like la, got some things sorted out and i bought a new bag heh. and got a new haircut too

040506

2006-05-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

MakeDamnSure makes me cry somehow. its so damn good. i love it

im not gonna go all corny but i wish things were alright.

030506

2006-05-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

damn the flu bug. giving me all sorts of problems

010406

2006-05-01T18:22:00.000+08:00

i nowadays like keep listening to the blues and grillz. haha nice man. oh i can rap the whole of grillz alr! man i like rap man seriously. if everything in education had a rythmn and beat, woah i think i would be in mensa. haha. sorry that was quite cocky

i need a new bag for poly. haha at first i thought it would be pretty okay carrying my deuter backpack to sch but i look a little strange. esp if i wear jeans. haha so i got vanessa to help me scout for a nice new bag. hopefully she brings good news. haha

290406

2006-04-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

wahlao, politics damn sian leh. nowadays news whole day talking about PAP, SDC, workers' party and all that, boring sia

met toh and reuben at queensway and had lunch with em. toh's new black tunit looks really glossy man haha like you know those lecoqsportif bags? haha yeah. then we went down to dover to play ball. quite sian la cos we had to share court with other ppl like 80% of the time today. hey hey hey not that i dont have to competitive edge in me okay. haha. just that playing with friends is more fun. more of what i call leisure.

watched the manu chelsea match after that and damn. im sad. but nvm next season chelsea will be the ones hoping to ruin manu's party.

haha these few days have been like nice man. with ness i mean tho we didn meet today but the smses have been sweet. not only today. haha love

280406

2006-04-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

haha wow 3rd post today alr.

okay anyway the topic for discussion today is ................................... TADA! teenage relationships. i mean the conventional ones la, not like colin and kerol or something like that. haha. im talking about ike boy girl kind like me and ness. but first of all, im not talking about this cos im having some relationship problem or what. i know most of you figured that whenever theres something wrong in my rship then i'll blog about something really shitty. but not this time

why do we get into relationships now? honestly i dont really know. ness and i agree that because if A likes B and B likes A back, its hard to not want to go into a relationship. and i admit i fall into the category because haha yeah im in a relationship now. there are an equal amount of pros and cons. pros first okiE?

"because i found someone who loves me what". i definitely agree with that because it is truly truly not easy to find someone who loves you, provided its true. trust me i can be a witness to that. noone really loved me until ness. well, i hope she does la! haha. okay back to the point. i know how it feels to feel loved. to say that its great would be a big big understatement

"because i can do all the romantic stuff". haha a little naive but true nevertheless. im sure every guy has some ideas one about what to do when he gets a girlfriend. whether is it as simple as having a nice meal tgt or going to watch fireworks or what, sure have some idea one. and we would really really want to get a chance to do it.

"because simply, i will have someone who is with me through thick and thin". i think this is probably the bestest reason. yes bestfriends are with you throughout too but sometimes, they just have their own lives. im not saying that your gf/bf doesnt have their own life but somehow, they are more committed to you. you can stay up late and talk about absolutely senseless stuff or talk about something serious like politics or something

but very unfortunately, all of the above only applies if you find the RIGHT one.
cons now:

"wahlao, (s)he like damn close to alot of guys/girls sia". wwwwweelll i dont have much experience in this one but i will agree that i will feel quite uneasy if ness was like that. i will be honest la. im a jealous fella. i am possessive and overprotective. maybe this wouldn be a problem with other boyfriends but i am like that, im sorry. but all you nesses' male friends dont worry. haha im just using it as an example i really am okay with like everything now. (damn that was quite stupid)

"wahlao, (s)he like got not enough time for me sia". ah, this one quite common. haha if i were to use my newly learned economics, time is an example of a scarcity. (i think) there will never be more hours per day for anyone. if you happen to be the oppurtunity cost then too bad. thats the sad fact. it hurts alot i know. i felt it before. but im cool now :)

"wahlao, (s)he like become damn wild alr". yes sometimes people do wanna try new things and you are uncomfortable. for example, i will be honest and tell you i dont like the fact that ness clubs. shes not like damn hardcore or what la but i dont like the fact. yes im overprotective. i just dont like it. but hey we've been tgt for 13 months alr. i trust her enough to not break up over it. besides we had a longggg discussion about it alr. besides that, maybe your partner is starting to drink alot, gamble alot, basically just doing things that you didn think he/she would do when you got to know him/her.

so end of story. haha. if i do breakup, i swear i will never get into another relationship unless someone better than ness comes along. which is, haha, quite rare. :)

280406

2006-04-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

ness sells tickets for vaunt. go contact her if you want. erm i think the later parties can ask her too, not sure if shes gonna sell them. but if you wanna get vaunt tix you could go to her

280406

2006-04-28T20:22:00.000+08:00

haha we had fire drill today and ended up having an hours' break. school was quite fun today. i went tampiness mall with some of my class guys and man they talk alot of shit man. reminds me of fairfield. sigh.

ooh met ness at about 3 30. we went clementi to bowl and lol it was fun la. i won! haha. i mean we both suck at bowling la but i suck less haha. had jack's place for dinner too. i liked today

270406

2006-04-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

haha today no sch. cos supposed to have tutorial today but first week no tutorial. so yep no sch. i met ness at about 5 and we went ghim moh. dinner and talked some cok. haha. fun sia

250406

2006-04-25T20:22:00.000+08:00

haha im beginning to like school actually. the people are cool and nice and its generally all good for now. the only thing is the distance from home to school but other than that its pretty good.

today is the official release of taking back sunday's latest album : louder now. im not sure if its already arrived over here but it releases in the U.S. today. hopefully someone uploads it soon hahahahaha.

im really bored now so here goes nothing

1. what song are you listening to right now? > pieces mended by the used

2. Color you are wearing now? > too vague

3. Now, who's on ur mind? > noone actually but ness pops up when i saw this question

4. Now, what lyrics do you like so much? > haha the question sounds so broken. anyway erm i think its the blues by switchfoot

5. Where do you feel like going now? > Utopia

6. What movie do you want to watch? > MI3. tom cruise is so cute

7. Now, what do you want? > going to Utopia and watch MI3

8. Current mood right now? > kinda bored. oh wait is that a mood? okay if its not, i feel slighty happy

9. When is your birthday? > 11th of march

10. Where did you buy ur bag/s? > uh somewhere at queensway

11. where did you buy ur pencil box? > it was a birthday gift from sheranne

12. How was your day today? > quite okay

PAST

1. Last time you fell in love? > now

2. Last movie you watched? with whom? > take the lead with vanessa

3. Last shirt you wore before the shirt you're wearing now? > some 37degrees tee

4. Last thing you held? > my mouse

5. Last place you've been to. > my room

6. Last dream > oh haha ness would know. i told her last night

7. Last call you received? > vanessa's

8. Last testi you got? > from kenneth toh

9. Last message you got in friendster? > sorry man i deleted all of them

10. last sms you got? > vanessa's

11. last thing you did? > typing

12. last present u got? > its been so long i cant remember

13. last present you gave to someone? > same as above

240406

2006-04-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

firstly, happy 13th month! haha yeah.

first day of school was pretty alright, i kinda like my class. haha. had Computer Systems & Applications lecture and econs lecture too.

230406

2006-04-23T20:37:00.000+08:00

hm i went new creation church today with jovian viet and jiahui. we went to eat gelare after that and haha damn its so not worth. sorry la its my first time dining there. but i still hear some of you people giving positive feedback about there. trying to cheat my feelings huh. we played ball after that. haha today was damn fun man. i dont know why la but haha it was a blast haha. it was exhausting tho

i apologize if any of you people who club, feel offended. perhaps i jump to conclusions but thats what i think of it. i admit to you that i might be going vaunt with ness. i know im contradicting myself but well since some people say that its not such a bad thing, i would wanna go see it for myself first hand. haha im gonna sound like some act big person in the next line. i hope vaunt will prove me wrong about what i think about clubbing. haha.

220406

2006-04-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

hm should i start playing WoW?

200406

2006-04-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

haha, if you were to ask me how am i now, i would say not very good. im like in tp business. orientation today was less than mediocre. okay la maybe its just Business Studies General (BSG) cos we are like deader than zombies. so it was damn damn damn shit sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. well my class is okay la.i dont hate them but i dont like them either. so im neutral with em haha. but they seem really different from fairsians. i dont know, just really different. i guess no more townings and stuff alr. gotta do it with secondary school ppl. haha.

so tp is like oh my god far man. the journey there is like tiring man. you know what i mean right. ya la. i hope my course needs a laptop, cos my pc is like in quite bad condition. haha. and also with a laptop, i can like entertain myself throughout the journey to and from school. but then again, a laptop wouldn be EXTREMELY useful cos i think there are limited areas in tp with wireless connnection.

and my girlfriend. aiya. shes far too perfect for me. im not being like insecure or what la or having low self esteem but shes like perfect. you all know what i mean la, i dont have to go on. we are becoming further apart and there are still things that we cant agree on. so yep. i kinda dislike my life now haha.

180406

2006-04-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

mm today was damn boring man at home. good thing i met ness for awhile. sat and talked about like popcorn. haha. i dont understand how people can like salted popcorn. taste like pespire man

180406

2006-04-18T11:38:00.000+08:00

oh man imma stay home all day today. so boring man. now i wish i had played WoW. haha

180406

2006-04-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

haha okay la i shall put my brains to good use and blog more. haha. i bought a pair of street soccer shoes today and its like la 7406. at first the bro said its bei pio number (4D) but later he said its means that 1974 was the year that germany won the world up and they are hosting the world cup in 2006 thus, 7406. haha pretty corny i think.

i have come to a conclusion about clubbing. haha its a rather sensitive thing and well, different ppl have different views on it. my take is that, clubbing is for singles. those ppl who say that clubbing can be innocent, please stop lying to yourself. dont give bullshit reasons like clubbing can be good if you want it to be. wahlao, stop it la. so you go into clubs, not buy alcohol, dance without touching anyone, and wear really decently? screw, i hate this kind of people. clubbing is still a wild thing. UNLESS you are single. then you have nothing to lose. so what if you get drunk and start spouting nonsense and falling into peoples' arms or so what if you grind against other people and so what if you wear nothing. because you dont have to account to anyone. simple? i mean, are the ppl in clubs really decent? even if you are clean, chances are that ppl will still take advantage of you on the dance floor, or try and hook you up. its like throwing a nice young pig into a swam of alligators. surely it will get devoured right. ya, so i hope you do get my point. let me know what you think, i am open.

ness this is not aimed at you. dont take it personally, its just a general thing. i have never stopped you from going. i only say i would like you not to go. i dont threaten to break up with you or anything.

my stomach is damn damn big man. so damn...................................... fat.

okay im done. its been a while since i said this in my blog but i love you ness.
and i love you, friends.

170406

2006-04-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

wahlao keeping mum is damn damn dumb man. hahaha. its so dumb shit shit dumb. anyway we had dinner with mr ng at ikea. it wasnt very fun la, i still think last time the full out with ng better. talk more cock haha. oh we got warned by the police for playing ball near the this coffee shop in dover. lol nvm la nothing much, the officer was damn friendly.

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2006-04-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

okay dont ask me how was the camp pls im damn lazy to talk about it. haha cos its like over a long period of time and yeah im lazy

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2006-04-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

fired or resigned? haha i dont know. please dont ask me to tell you what happened, im so tired of saying it. haha. just know that i am not working anymore

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2006-04-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

shit man im damn fat. my stomach is like damn damn huge man. haha i dont know if its due to my lack of exercise or cos i eat too much. i think its both la but more of the latter. i wish i could like transfer the fats to like other parts of my body. like my arms or legs or what. im so.. weird. hah.

i wanna sport a goatie or something, some facial hair. but ness doesnt allow it! haha damn. those angmohs look damn masculine with some facial hair. miss singapore universe is so funny lol. but watch alr feel damn pek chek cos its like oh man they suck!

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2006-04-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

have you ever wondered how the not-so-good looking guys get all the pretty girls? im not saying that in every relationship, the guy is ALWAYS ugly and the girl is ALWAYS pretty. but dont you find that most couples are like that? yes yes i know that true love is beyond skin deep but how come always like that one, zhun bo? unfortunately, i find myself in that trend myself. haha im like the guy from that pile of unattractive dudes and ness is like, woah, supermodel man. of course i am really blessed that shes with me but i find it quite hard to like keep up. its like dammit shes too damn gorgeous for me. im just garbage man.

okay lemme talk about yesterday. i met Vanessa at wisma and haha i was like woah when i saw her hair. not the disapproving woah nor the well done woah. just a neutral woah. she looked different but still pretty. heh. walked around abit and shopped abit. i had fun really. its great when things are going smoothly. i donated 2 bucks too.

today was fun too. laughed alot. okay theres just one problem with me.im like really lazy to blog. haha. so i tend to like stop halfway. sorry, haha

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2006-04-06T19:33:00.000+08:00

i was watching this episode of south park about Scientology that xiaxue posted on her blog. damn funny man i tell you, i was like really laughing. haha,cool stuff.

i have the perfect solution to those who constantly feel sad, angry, disappointed, disgusted, hurt or upset with anyone. and it is simply, indifference. nonchalance. because when you choose to not concern yourself with what is happening, you find that you can actually spend you energy on like better and happier stuff. haha you get my drift

being at sea for the whole day certainly does has its effects man, everything seems to be still suaying from side to side now. i feel so weird man haha.

the day started out quite nicely today, a nice cool morning.i felt like i was damn prompt today. haha like damn systematic. i woke up, brushed teeth, etc but did everything like nicely and cleanly you know. even had time to go online for a while. silas and i met and then went to kent ridge terminal and found reuben and andrew waiting for us. walked down and had nasi lemak for breakfast and the uncle go give me like 2 otahs and charged me 50 cent more. good thing we noticed it.

cabbed down to rsyc and met jovian and joshua got into that boat hahaha it looks damn cute man. its like a toy really. but everything was like beautiful la, the weather, the company, the boat wasnt bad, and everything seemed like wah damn steady man.took quite a while to get our directions right. reuben is like damn pro at driving the boat la.

okay skip i damn lazy to talk about rest. but wahlao almost died man today. serious. good thing reuben is like damn pro. and got god. so yeah. haha lazy to go into detail but that was a big experience man

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2006-04-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

its not as rosy as it seems

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2006-04-04T11:29:00.000+08:00

it would be great if there was more than 24 hours a day. opportunities to meet are extremely scarce and short. its gonna be even worse when school starts for me. will we diminish like so many other couples, unable to take their relationship beyond secondary school? i certainly hope not, because that would be one of the most painful

i conclude that this twit business is subjective, not objective. we think people who type LiKe ThiS are all twits but unfortunately we are terribly wrong. what about people like reuben? is he a twit? definitely not. we label people twits because we think they type LiKe ThiS and therefore, are twits. touch your hearts and ask yourselves, did you, in one point of time, type like that. adding a "x" or "z" or "s" to something you say. does that mean that you are a twit too?

go figure :)

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2006-04-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

either my bed is home to millons of ants, or i have diabetes. because these few nights i have been invaded by damn ants who keep biting me. and it gets so itchy that i scratch every minute and even my trusty mopiko wont stop the itch. so irritating lorhx. oh ya, i realised i cant have diabetes because i took a urine test recently so hmm i guess by elimination, it means that my bed must be a nice habitat for those little assholes.

i just uploaded some new photos into friendster. not that they are new la but i havent been uploading pics for a while. a picture not only speaks a thousand words but it also arouses certain emotions in you. everytime i look at a picture that ness and i took, i feel this really nice warm feeling inside me that makes me smile. (im so corny horhz) but anyway, i will put my head on a chopper if all my photos are gone

i hope np will accept me. please man, tp is so far worxx.

my windows media player playlist is currently on shuffle mode but i keep purposely listening to these 3 songs ; where'd you go (fort minor featuring someone and someone), grillz (nelly featuring paul wall and someone and someone), gold digger (kanye west featuring jamie foxx). grillz is damn nice man i tell you. the best song to cheer you up. makes you feel like wanna just dance and go pimpin round da world dawg